My Random thoughts

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

If...if...if....

I feel frm the depths of my soul...
i care for him n im crazy abt him...
and i feel so happy wen he cares for me....

The feelings are embedded in my soul...
none can replace them....
though i know he cant be mine..
not atleast in this life...

If...if...if ...singing my old refrain...
if things wud have been different...
this romance cud have played out differently...
alas....it didnt....

The battle btw my heart n mind...
yet i console my heart saying...
may b someone better comes along to be my partner..
n he deserves much cuter & more loving girl than me...

To love him so unconditionally...
wat makes him so special in my life.....
well.... he is a gem for me...
I'm lost wen i think abt...
life after this period....

for all i know i'll move on in life...
but will i walk the path with same joy n happiness...
or just in pretense to fulfill my duties...
Dunno.........

Time is the best healer for everything.....

Posted by pinkcy at 5:30 PM

@tearz
thank u ...n yes this is very hard to believe ....n i got to live with this fact....

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